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Wednesday, 2 January 2013

Hey You

Happy New Year to you all!

Echoing something I said to my FB friends - I hope 2013 brings you all Happiness, Contentment and Love.

I know a few of you have wondered where I'd gone (thank you so much to those who dropped me an email :).

Well, although I'm not going to dwell on it too much I will tell you that something happened just before Christmas that made me think very hard about where I was going with my blog or if in fact I could or should continue with it.

Whilst I've been doing my thinking I put all my posts back into draft.  I have republished my very last post from last year but the rest  are still in draft for the time being.

As you can see, I am still here.  I WANT to be here but I'm cautious, I'm a little wary and I fucking HATE that!

If I don't feel like I can write what I want in the way that I want then I'm not sure I'll write at all but I can't imagine not writing ...

I don't make new years resolutions but if I did maybe mine should be to dig out those marigolds with 'fuck you' studded knuckles because I only know how to be me ...

8 comments:

E. said...

Yay, you're back. Happy New Year!

I hope you can feel comfortable again, soon.

Kelloggs Ville said...

why don't you start a new anonymous blog? Make it private, or write in a note book?

You obviously need the headspace writing provides but not the problems a public sharing of your headspace brings.

Anyhoo - as always I'm always here with the kettle if you bring the cake.

Much love

xxx

Feisty Cat said...

Happy New Year! I vote for you to keep writing, no matter what. The Internet would be a lonesome place without you.

Alex aka WHOA MUMMA! said...

Keep writing, even if it's not on here. Better out than in I say.

Happy New Year Sarah.

Car said...

Wondered where you got too - in late fashion I go to comment your post and it was GONESKY! Keep writing - even a new blog with no link to this or private; once writing seeps in - its hard to close it off!

Sarah said...

Hi E - I hope so too :)x

Hi K - I've thought about all those things - an anonymous blog is probably the way I would go if I decided here wasn't the place to write any more, but I like it here ... I really don't know ...

I'll bake I cake while I think on it ;) x

Happy New Year FC! I'll carry on writing, that's one thing I have decided. I'd miss you all far too much. If i do decide to move I promise I'll let you know. x

Very true Alex - if I kept it all in my head I'd be in serious danger of exploding ;) x

It's impossible for me Car - Im mentally writing posts all the time and making notes - I'm really cross with myself - it was a thoughless error I made that caused this whole thing and I don't know if there is any going back to the way things were here.

I guess I just have to move on or balls it out ... Ballsing it out is my favorite option for myself generally ... we shall see x

Emma said...

Happy New Year Sarah and whatever you do don't stop writing...that would be a sin!

Sarah said...

Happy New Year Emma and thanks, still here, still writing :)